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i'm still sick

[Mar. 10th, 2004|01:39 am]

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my foot fell asleep and it's all tingly and i'm going crazy.

no i really do think im going crazy, besides from the tickly fall asleep feeling. i always feel like there's people in my room at night. and i pray and pray that they'll go away but in the end i always end up falling asleep with my lamp on.

today a boy said to me "so do you have a boyfriend, or are you a player?" haha! are there really only 2 choices? i'd like to think i have a boyfriend, besides the fact that i don't. i do have commitment issues, i'll admit. but i don't let myself get involved with 2 people at the same time. even if we're not together.

tonight was good. i was scared i was going to see Brandonian at the show and i got all stressed out cuz we were a little late but everything worked out in the end. Z can always calm my nerves and leave me feeling confident. afterwards we went to freaky dees and i ate the only good food i've ever eaten at dees in my entire life. it was this cressant sandwich thingy, mmmmmmmgoood. kevin dies in 7 days and i'm going to be sad. i mean, if i didn't hang out with Zach so much, we'd probably hang out every day. i don't care what anyone else thinks. he's the best. he's loyal. cream of the crop pal.

i'm jealous of everyone who went and saw Maroon 5 tonight. maybe it's just me and this may be a little 7th grade obsessive, but you know you've all seen the video on MTV and i just cannot get enough of that lead singers eyes... mmmmmmmmm.

love, ali

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